“Don’t worry about anything, instead pray about everything. Tell God what you need and thank him for all he’s done” Philippians 46-28
I have been writing a lot about cultivating trust in the Divine and your Higher Self lately. Easier said than done. I was guided to leave my former career and quit my job as a Registered Nurse after several years of practice. I have been living off my savings and following my inner guidance. As some of you may know it is not always easy discovering what our Soul Mission is. We have many hard wired beliefs about how do survive and thrive in this World. We believe that we must make money in certain, safe and secure ways. This is likely the greatest block or barrier to manifesting financial abundance. I told myself that I had released those old beliefs. This morning I discovered that wasn’t entirely accurate.
My son has fragile teeth, a genetic trait he inherited from his Mother. This makes him prone to Cavities. He came to me in severe pain from a current cavity. I did what I could to treat it and console him. I felt powerless and felt his pain. I felt guilty and responsible. I thought to myself “you are such a fucking idiot for allowing this to happen. It’s time to find a job”. You see, I lost my dental insurance and no longer have the finances to pay out of pocket. I could easily get a job with my credentials and experience. This sounds like reasonable and simple solution. So why do I refuse?
I appreciate and enjoyed my work as a Nurse. I respect Nurses and value their service. However, my inner voice wont all it. If you are an Empath or Intuitive than you get this. I simply had to imagine interviewing for a Nursing Position and the lies I would have to tell them when asked “Why do you want to work here?” I haven’t told a lie in so long I do not believe I am capable of it. I doubt that telling a potential employer that “I actually hate the idea of working here but I simply need a paycheck as I lost Faith in God and myself” would go well. The thought of this situation closed off my heart and I felt empty. So I prayed and meditated. I cried and released those deep fears of uncertainty. I asked for guidance and received it.
I received angel Numbers 2,27, 237, 247, 257, 626, 878 etc. if you care to research their meaning. 37 and 47 are my general numbers to reminding me I am on the right Path and upheld. I also received a notification from a YouTube Channel subscription with 20 Bible verses for people in need of love, support and guidance. Finally and most importantly. I was given inner peace and love. The greatest reassurance that God will never forsake me and to keep the Faith.
Whether or not you prescribe to the notion of God, Jesus and Angels or The Universal Love Energy. I feel this quote can bring you comfort in times of difficulty.
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all ways acknowledge him and he shall direct you forth” Proverbs 3.5-6
Love and Empathy,
I am Dan McGinley